what is this fearful restlessness?
sitting immobilized all day,
reading or writing
or just thinking
but my whole being
suffused by a feeling of
constant motion
and frustration
I can’t make myself get up
and do anything
I am waiting
for what? I do not know
can anything happen
that will break me out of this
agitated state of mind?
I wonder if this is my life now
has everything I used to love
gone forever?
day after day I wait for it to be
better tomorrow
but tomorrow never comes
and nothing changes
but my body
growing weak and soft
from inactivity
and panic rises
at the thought
of everything left undone.
In moments of clarity
when I can see beyond
the end of the sofa
I ask myself
how did I get so lost?
Praying you find the light. Keep holding on ❤️
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Thank you 🙂
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I hear you, I feel your pain, I am also stuck and cannot find my way out. And it is very hard to admit, so I know this must have been hard to write. Hugs!
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Thank you very much and hugs back to you 🙂
Sitting with you in your stuckness, we’ll be stuck together!
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Yes, and hopefully we can find our way out together!!!
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