You break down all my defences
I don’t know how you do that
or is it that I let you?
Emotion gathers like high tide
surging over all barriers
flooding my face with
unstoppable tears
that mingle with the rain
as I pour out a deluge
of the forbidden
and the unknowable,
the secret festering truths
that stop my breath,
drowning, heaving, gasping,
I look to the rushing clouds
and for a moment I see
that high beyond the storm
the sky is blue.
(Image from Pixabay)
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This is painful… and breathtaking!!!
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Thank you.
These big outpourings are painful but also feel cleansing and healing. Half the time I don’t know why I’m crying, I just pour.
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Hopefully your writing will help you to find more understanding of your struggles.
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