The day darkened
as the storm drew near,
the gloom seeped into the room
where two small children played
The door began to open
and immediately
the man outside the window
put his fingers to his lips
in a hush gesture
and captured a little girl
Like a terrified animal
frozen in the glare of headlights
she stared
my heart hammered and I couldn’t move
or tear my eyes away from the window
as my mother put the light on
and left again, closing the door behind her
She didn’t notice my fear,
and I was too afraid to tell.
The child was lit up now,
exposed in the brightness
of the bulb like a
captive fish in a tank
caught and silenced.
Fear is such a crippling thing. It is hard enough to have fear, but the fear of sharing it can be even more crippling! I understand this very well. This is beautifully written!
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Thank you. This is an odd fragment of memory but feels quite menacing to me. It was hard to write as it felt much more real after.
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You could feel this in your words. I can relate to your feelings after writing this. Poetry often is what allows me to grieve. This was very deep, I can see how this would have brought our great emotions in you!
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Thank you very much. Although I am not sure if I believe this memory I got very triggered writing it and had to walk away from it for a while.
I see in your poetry how much emotion goes into it for you too. Writing poetry is a very good way to focus on an emotion or memory.
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Sometimes poetry is the only safe way I have to express in words my emotions. I do understand how much it can stir up deep emotions in you. Poetry doesn’t hurt you back. It may make you feel deeply, but it is honest and compassionate.
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Thank you, that’s a beautiful way to describe it. I have been surprised at what comes out when I sit and write.
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Me too! π You are a very gifted writer!
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From the soul – so deep and true
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Thank you very much.
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Your welcome π
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